To become aware of the ineffable is to part company with words. --- Rabbi Heschel
The dilemma - Spirit inspires me with thoughts, ideas, revelations - I only have words to hint at these. Maybe you can read between the lines, feel or sense more. I suppose if we were in the same room, an energy might be felt that would convey more. Even so, it seems that each must experience the ineffable themselves.
Maybe I am called to stand witness that the Great Mystery of God can be touched, even entered from time to time. I encourage you to calm down any raging ego, strive to live the virtues sincerely, take time to praise and give thanks, see the miraculous all around, and open your heart. It seems God needs us to co-create the Divine Vision. So far humanity is not doing too well in that regard, but we could. Its not too late.